life. such a small word... yet it means so much. who knew that life could be so much and yet hurt.
September will soon be upon us... its a hard time. there are a bunch of firsts in my life right now. not going back to school in the fall is a huge one! for almost all of my life i have gone to school in September... back with friends and papers and homework... no i have none of that. i do get to move in with friends... and they are amazing people... but its not the people i have lived with for the last four years. in the last four years, we have laughed together, cried together, had our disputes, and had some of the best times of our lives so far. who would have thought that the people i lived with would have so much impact on my life... that its incredibly hard to imagine not living with them... ever again. I'm going to miss it...
another first is that i get to live completely independently of my parents. its a weird feeling. im supporting myself in all aspects of my life... its quite scary.
i also have this strong desire to get out and see the world. leave my life here and just go... im almost tempted but i have responsibilities to attend to. i have to save money and support myself. but the temptation is still strong.
i want to travel the world. my list of places in not that large... but its still has some amazing places. Italy, Greece, Africa, Europe (yes all of it), Russia, China, Israel, and the Middle East. i have no real desire to go to south America or Australia... but if the time ever arose when i had the opportunity to go... i would not pass it up. :D
but its late now and im still packing some bins... until i decide to write again... adios.
